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Tuesday, July 19, 2005

I think sometimes i'm really an social idiot. I mean i talk fine, do not have spasms and am not cross eyed, but i just feel inadequate. I just do not know the right things to say, so i rather shut up and wait for the other person to bring up some random topic. Needless to say this causes some rather awkward silences with some people who simply do not talk.

It sounds like i'm blaming the other party, but it's really my fault. Since i used to be so talkative and all, i think that people automatically expect me to come up with the conversation topics.

Argh, i'm totally typing down random thoughts now. My mind has not fully recovered from my earlier nap.

Back to why i feel like an social idiot. I totally miss things that are obvious to other people. Couples, bitchings, rivalry and just things that go on below the surface. Somehow people picks up on these things while i'm totally oblivious.


That Channel U show is on now, the one with Bryan Wong and Jamie Teo. It's kinda scary how Bryan Wong is so much more bitchy than Jamie, i think he's gay. O.O


Oh, uh, i've kinda lost my place. Dunno what else i wanted to blog.

Have you ever wanted to just run off to somewhere and just start shouting and screaming? I do. Must be a great feeling. The closest i've come to that was screaming in a lift. When i'm alone of course. -.- But i've found an alternative in venting my frustrations, through Judo when i'm sparring lo. It's wrong i know, since it's supposed to be playing, but it's the only i can be beating someone without worries. Lol. Sadist. =/


Another random thought, some people just keeps taking and taking, dunno what's wrong with them. Don't they know life is about give and take?

I'm feeling so much better now after reading grace's blog. We'll have that apartment ok! Only it won't be pink, and my fridge's compartment will have alarms. Lol. *Can just imagine grace sneaking away with an egg for her instant noodle. Or for that matter eileen. LOL* Wait, a compartment each not enough la, we'll need 3 fridges. O.O

You never know what can cheer u what. I'm laughing now at a fly that landed on my speaker and got frightened off when i suddenly blasted my music.

Life, you just have to keep rolling, lest you get stuck in a rut.


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